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Boredom

December 08, 2005
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When I get bored I am hopeless. I get bored often. I get bored when I have nothing to do, when things are too easy, when I have no motivation to do anything. I get bored and then I become a utterly useless person. I have been bored out of my fucking mind lately.

I am bored with roleplaying on Shadow Siege. I am bored with work. I am bored with reading. I bored with computers. I am bored and I need to be rejuvenated. I need something to give me a change of scene. Right now I could use a visit from my friends. I have very few friends here in Atlanta and it is depressing. Come to think of it, I have one friend here in Georgia. My husband. We have some family friends that we enjoy spending time with, but I have no friends my own age and it is depressing.

Back in school, it was around this time that my fellow Libra friends would meander by my house and weedle me out of my depression by walking me about the town and doing random and useless things. We'd go for tea and sushi. Or coffee and sandwiches. Or green chili cheese fries. Mmmmm... that's what I need, fries soaked in extra spicy green chili and cheese.

I'm just bored and depressed. I need something to do.

I think I'm going to start working out since I can't rid emy bike until the sun decides to stay up in the sky for a reasonable amount of time. I get home from work and its fucking dark and bloody cold and I can't ride now. It pisses me off. God damn daylight savings.

This also means I have to fork over money to join a gym. Money I don't really have to do this with.

I miss Mango's stories, so I'm listening to reruns of his show on Mango radio. It entertains me. My favorite of his shows is where he rants about the fat fuck who lives in his apartment building and laundry mats. Laundry mats are akin to purgatory. Crazy old ladies who fish for quarters, try to steal your minutes on the dryer, basket hoarding twats. Man. I love Mango's show.

Anyway, this week at work (this will show you how much I've had to do), I coloured this image I found. I didn't draw it because well, photoshop elements sucks butt. Why bother with that piece of shit, fucking pissed down version of photoshop? Bah! anyway, here is what I did. The woman reminds me strangely of Shannon Doherty.

Posted by Utopia at December 8, 2005 08:51 AM

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You should look up my brother and his gf, or my cousin. They all live in Atlanta. It might give you something different to do. Drop me a PM on the Mango boards, or email me and I'll hook ya up with their info.

Oh, and my brother is also a Libra.

Posted by: monogodo at December 8, 2005 12:19 PM

aww, thanks utopia.

don't despair. there's always the holiday show to look forward to. I'm doing a few Mango holiday stories that'll make you laugh and cringe at the same time.

Posted by: Mango at December 8, 2005 11:27 PM

Boredom is a way of life.

I have no friends either.

Its why I'm addicted to the net.

Posted by: YummY! at December 9, 2005 01:10 AM

I'm sorry your so bored hon :(
I can say I know how that feels - I get the same. And I also have hardly any friends (especially ones my age.) where I live.. most of mine are at least a couple of continents away.
Chin up ;) You'll survive! *g*

~Seraphim

Posted by: Seraphim at December 9, 2005 06:48 AM

Boredom and depression aren't good bedfellows. Hope you feel better.

BTW...I'm linking ya :)

Posted by: Andrea at December 9, 2005 07:15 PM

Hey, Utopia.

Hopefully you've found something to keep you busy.

If not, I have a new podcast up.

http://www.mangopod.com

Please be sure to ignore the lack of a template, or any forethought.

Posted by: Mango at December 10, 2005 02:51 PM

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