Nisstyre's Corner

Well, I wanted to just post somethings that have been in my mind recently, more rantings and ravings about this fucking mud ball planet we live on. Of course my special someone is kicking my nuts to post in my RP blog, and I shall as I have promised that someone I would. But since my mind has worn down in the now wee hours of the morning, I'll go to real life, and return back to the RP world tommorrow after recharging my brain. Click on in.

Finally its freakin spring, well almost where I live, the artic tundra of new york. And no for those who read this page, its not NYC, its not even Albany. Basically look at New York, and look at the most northern point you can go in the state. So its not really spring yet, its this odd void between winter and spring. There is no snow, yet there is no grass or leaves, just browness and wetness. But its warm enough to go outside without 50 pounds of clothing, so its all good. The grass is begining to turn green, and thus everything will be green in another month or so.

But today it was suppose to hit 70, which is a god send to use northern hicks, hell, even 30 felt good this year, we had an extremly cold winter, sub-zero temps most of the season due to artic air moving down from *gasp* freakin canada. We've had warmer, but not totally unusual. Sadly I spent most of this time watching tractor trailers move back and forth while I was down state training. And this will tell you how different a few hundred miles make in the weather.

I trained for my CDL in Syracuse NY, at a very professional place, not just some garage with a tractor. This was a 30 year old established trucking school that's the only one accredited by NY state, so its actually concidered a college course, yay. I even have a nice degree in a frame, and of course my Commerical Driver's Licence. But it would be 20 out and everyone who was generally from central/upstate new york would bitch. And I'd be outside just fine and dandy. I did have alot of trainers who had been up here in my hometown, and yes, they said it was one of the coldest places they've been in new york, and sometimes even the entire country (minus Fargo and those places in the mid-west). So yes, while everyone was hiding indoors at 20 degrees, I was outside all day. Even when it was -20 with the wind, I was outdoors more than most. So yes, 30 feels good, 40 feels even better, 50 is excellent, and anything above that is glorious feeling. Its nice to feel warmth from the sun once again.

But today despite them calling for 70, it was only mid-60s, and raining *murr*. Since its gotten warm out, I've been working outdoors and doing the usual spring crap, and other business I needed to do. I'm selling the 1965 Pontiac GTO I have. It was a nice car, but it was not taken care of, since 1987 its sat outdoors and off the road, so its basically sunk into the ground. Since the mid 90s I've tinkered with it. First I fixed it, drove it around my property, then tore it apart. Now its just pointless to fix, for the amount of time and money I'd have to put into it, I can get one off E-bay for the same amount of money and taking little to no time with the world. And I'm working to the point of this rant, slowly but getting there. I was on a forum called Pontiac Performance Years, which is a GTO/Pontiac Reproduction Business. And in the general blather I came across a section about war protesting in San Fran on the left side of the country. And this is what I'm going to rant about.

It was pictures, of course the under-writing made fun of everyone. But these pictures kind of disturbed me, that people have such thoughts or actually run around with such signs. All I can say is ignorant people who don't know what the hell they are protesting. But let me read off the two signs that caught my eye.

1. I (Heart) Love NY, Even More Without The World Trade Center.
2. Support Resistance in Iraq.
3. Ashamed of my Country.
4. Workers, Soldiers, And Students Fight For Communism.
5. George WWIII Bush is the Anti-Christ, Embrace Love Now.

Heh. Okay, Sign 1 you cannot see the people holding it, hidden behind it but what the fuck is that all about. I'm unsure if they're saying they don't care the buildings are gone, but what I get is that because the WTC were destroyed, it made NYC a better place? Sign 2 is help up by a balding guy (no offense to peopel going bald, heh) but you know, your usual yuppy soccer mom and dad people. Sign 3 is held up just by a Joe Blow, looks like anyone else I've seen. Sign 4 is held up by a chick and someone else who isn't in the picture. Sign 5 of course is held up by hippes. Actually...

http://www.ls2.com/forums/showthread.php?s=&postid=504281#post504281

You can check out the site yourself. But what the fuck is wrong with this country. First, let me get my view of this war out. I really don't support any war, war is almost pointless half the time, and even if this war is for oil, we did good, we captured Saddam and his two bastard kids. One less evil in the world. Does that mean no more evil will replace him, no, it doesn't, someone new will appear. So I don't support the war fully, I'm glad we kicked Saddam's ass and fixed that whole mess, but it'll get replaced with something else somewhere else at some point, problem solved for now though, next lets get Osama and THIS time lets not capture him, just kill him. As for weapons of mass productions, we didn't find any yes, but you know what, either we will NEVER find a single shred of "WMP", or years and years later a bunker will be found deep in the sand we'll find them. Who cares. As for the oil, if it makes my gas cheaper, go for it, personally that oil supply should just be shared by the world.

My views on this country. Yes, i'm very against things in this country, but in general its more about being against the government. I think Bush is nothing but a meat puppet with his father's hand stuck up his ass, basically just finished what Daddy could not in his 8 years. Jobs are hard to find now a days, maybe its his fault, but maybe not, 9-11 hurt the economy, so does the war, but many say it was sliding before the meat puppet. I don't care, but his meatness could make an effort to create jobs. Northern New York was bad off before the war, and now its just worse. I'm proud of this country, I'm proud to be an american, and yes I am somewhat ashamed at the way we act, but hey, don't judge me because this country is filled with morons. We're all not bad.

So back to the protest, and all these worthless fucks. Yes, many of you will protest, but many of you have intellgence behind it. If you read the fourm, you'll see these people asked the protesters, either from this rally or those in the past real intellegent questions, and I know one guy said the girl's reply was her friends were there. Don't protest just to be cool, don't protest just to be on TV, protest in WHAT YOU FUCKING BELIEVE IN.

Support Resistance in Iraq, that one pisses me right the fuck off. This is the kind of shit if I was president, I would have these people thrown out of the country. I don't like the army, I'm not against it, I just don't like it because of how they act, and if I was in the army, I would slaughter my drill sargent because I don't take being yelled at by someone, or anyone. But I have a good friend who is Military Police over in that sandbox. I also have a friend who's brother is in Afganistan. If I saw these people in real life, and my friend had died over there like so many, those people holding that sign would be dead. I would jump on them and end their life so freakin quickly it would not be funny. And sadly I have things that support this, such as a parent who said out of her three children, she believes I would be the one most capable of taking human life, and I don't blame her. I believe that if I was raised any other way in my life, I could have been a serial killer, my mind works in strange ways, mostly an over-active imagination. In school I was makin blueprints of the school and Xing out the places were I was going to place gun turrets. Was I actually planning on doing this, hell no, that's just insane. I did these things mostly for shock value. And this was before Columbine, afterwards I would have never done such a thing, I probably ended up on one of those lists.

The "Ashamed of my country" sign is an easy one. IF YOUR ASHAMED MOVED TO A DIFFERENT COUNTRY AND SEE HOW LIFE IS, HOW ABOUT A NICE 3RD WORLD COUNTRY. Dump ass people.

I won't even comment on the communism sign, I really don't understand what it means, I guess its pro-communism, which well, doesn't really work, except in Cuba and China, which I'm sure will end sooner or later like the USSR. And of course there are the other pictures, some freaky chick with a holla-hoop, some punk rocker chicks (sorry, punk is dead, I was a 90s punker, but in my opinion its dead, as in it was dead in the 80s, the good shit has gone back to the underground and of course we have the main stream wanna-be punk bands, who are not punk, just more poppy look at me I'm fucking cool be like me crap music). Personally, music is dead except for the underground stuff. Fuck MTV, and most bands. I hate Rap, and other various genre of music. Yes, if you know me, I listen to Gwar, which is defined basically as Heavy Theatrical Metal. That really can't explain them, since they've played almost all forms of music, I can play you jazz, blues (I think), hell, even a country song they've done. But of course we're talking about guys in their 40s now still wearing suits and jacking off and blowing fake come loads onto the crowd. But hey, they didn't sell out, they don't even make really any money, they even still load their own equipment. And for that, I love them, besides the music.

And of course there is a picture of a really fat chick laying on the ground, no comments. But these are the things that make me feel this world has gone to shit. Protesting use to mean something, not just something to do, not just to be cool, not to be on TV, or be one of those people who go with the crowd. But what can I do, I just see these things, and shake my head and continue on with my simple life.

Then you got the FCC, which I think I've already talked about. What the hell happen to them, it must be the government that's pressing down on their heads, then again, they're part of the government aren't they? I don't know, I don't bother to research these things. But they're just going nuts. I've been told they even want to CENSOR HBO. I mean, I'm not going to pay for a fucking channel that is censored, I thought that was the point of the pay channels, they can play uncensored shit. Yeah, this is all over that Janet's floppy dog, but god damn. Now they're after Howard Stern, who I could care less about. I thought his movie was cool, I liked him when I saw that movie, but watching his E! Recordings, he's just a filthy fucking pig. So he goes on the shelf right next to "Spike TV". I hate that channel, besides that extreme challenge show which is fucking funny as hell. The First Channel for Men. Yes, I don't mind the pro-men choice since I am a man, well, I hope so. But they're just doing this because we now have Lifetime and other womans channel. You know, the point of Lifetime was more or less because "TV" was ran by men. So Spike TV isn't really the 1st channel for men.

But now, I'm just looking at Yahoo News, and of course I see the better stuff. There is a cookie tin that shows an early 20th century painting on the front, and the painter who copied the picture was basically fired and told to finish up this last project of coping the painting. So what does he do, apparently there is a pair of dogs humping, a pair of naked people, and a jar of jam that has something written on it to suggestion something else besides jam, I'm guessing man pudding.

Santa fired his elves. A granny in germany robbed a bank with a bomb threat. Dutch doctors humping their patients. Crap about Bush. I gotta say, if I didn't hate bush so much, I wouldn't vote, because I see no one worth voting for.

And I'll leave on this note, since Twilight Zone the Movie is about to end, and I gotta see John Lithow freak out about the muppet on the wing. Anyways, I think one real major problem with the world today is MEDIA. We know too much, and we blow everything out of size. Watch Bowling from Columbine, I know many don't like Mikey Moore, i'm not a fan of his but I did enjoy two of his movie thingies, but he has good valid points, and other points I don't agree with. But the media is just crazy, I'd say too negative. You know, why the hell should we see a commerical for the news when they're saying "A new danger you didn't know about shoe strings, and how it might kill a loved one, TUNE IN at 10". They are not doing this to warn us about jack. They're trying to make you turn to their channel to get ratings. The world has lost its way, good things have turned too corperate. The news is suppose to be about news, not fucking ratings. I don't know, this world just seems so fucked up now a days. Maybe its because I'm now a part of the world, rather than just an innocent child, but god damn, I sometimes fear what my children will get to face in their age.

- DW

Posted by Nisstyre I. Bloodstoner at 05:03 AM | Permalink

Hmmm, what to write about today, I told a very special and dear person I'd make a blog entry since I got the nudge nudge wink wink from her to do so, and so I shall. I have actually been meaning to write in this, but my time at night tends to slip by, or I'm just not in the thinking mood, kind of how I feel right now. But I'm sure since I am a bag of hot air when it comes to writing random things down, that I'll write something log, so check out the extended entry, and see what my twisted mind has thought of today.

Well, I'm going to go with what's going on now, what's on tv right now, and just what a friend said, that "the 21st century is strange".

I have this sense that the world has gone mad, I'm unsure if its just because I'm more out into the world now, but there's just something not right about it, something in the air at times. I don't know, am I tripping and having some sort of weird Final Fantasy 7 trip that the world is sad, that we're killing it. Or is it just all the god damn fucking bullshit that is going on, that it seems everyone has gone crazy.

First, lets go back to I think it was 1999, or 98, whenever Columbine happened. This is kind of were I felt it has begun, before that time seem to be happy, South Park was new and fun, life was good, but then again I was also in high school, when you didn't give a flying fuck about shit. We had a sex dog in the white house, and technology was growing. But were are we now, its just an odd feeling as 2004 has been kicked off. Unemployment is growing horribly, I feel this everyday as I slowly become one with my computer chair. I could have a job quickly and make tons of money, I just got done in January with my training to become a tractor trailer operator, and hey, let me rant about this for a second.

I will fucking kill you, and your family if you stick me in that god damn stereotypical truck driver theme. I am not a fucking truck driving going down the road with a cowboy hat and country music on the road. I just watched Black Dog the other day and god damn, I enjoyed watching trucks I can now drive go smashing across the highways and shit, but the country music and southern theme just fucking blows. This isn't the case for truck drivers, this isn't who most of us are. Actually those people do exist, its called THE SOUTH, were everyone has a cowboy hat and three first names and a mother who is also their sister. Sorry Southerns, I just don't like ya'll, well, not all of you, but just those who fit that profile. This also goes with the school preaching not to let people think of us as beer swilling drug addicts whoring down the road chewing tobaccy type shit. The text books (yes, they have text books) even had pictures like this. Actually you can't drink and drive a rig, you can't drink 12 hours before and go drive, and actually you're suppose to not have any kind of alcohol in your system 24 hours before you drive. So that ain't true. But yeah, most drivers are just like you, so don't put me in with that cowboy hat wearing group. Yes, they do exist, i did see a guy from my school who was wearing a big old hat, but that's not me. I'm that psychotic trucker wearing black and holding a baseball bat because you told me "I'm number one", which was the joke term for getting flicked off. Anyways.........

And speaking of truckers, if you follow the news and know about the Ricin scare, you'll know that its a trucker threatening the government with poison dust, all because they changed our "hours of service", which is federal regulation that says we can drive for 11 hours, but must have 10 hours worth of sleep. These rules have been in place since the Teamsters laid out rules for all truckers. Before it was drive for 10 hours and get 8 hours of sleep. I don't see the big deal, but I guess alot of people don't like this. The treat said the person owns a fleet of tanker trucks and that "if his demands are not meet he will turn DC into a ghost town". Yay for my kind.

Back to the point of this entire thing. The world is slowly going in a bad direction or something. Columbine screwed up the education system so much. Yes many places needed metal detectors and just anal things to keep kids in line, inner-city schools and such, but places like my home town have gone too far. I'm glad I got out, apparently it went downhill so much after I left. We're a small town, nothing happens, if a kid uses a gun its on him/herself, and not a school of students. One of the things they did right before I left was get this annoying whore who wasn't a teacher, just like some spy walking around, to help regulate shit, and do this and that. But she'd bitch if you drove too fast in the parking lot, or get you in trouble because she saw you smoking a cig 5 miles from the school. The bitch needs to die, if she still even works there anymore. But fuck the school systems, I don't know too much anymore and even though I was just in a school, it wasn't a real school in sense of high school, but many of the people attending did have one thing in common.

UNEMPLOYMENT, PEOPLE WHO LOST THEIR FUCKING JOBS, PEOPLE OUT OF WORK.

I don't know what the hell the government is smoking, or why we have a fucking moron for a president. Yes, I hate Bush, I would say other things, violent things but I'd probably get arrested or some bullshit. But I'm sorry he ever got elected, I'm sorry I voted for Nadar in 2000, I didn't care at the time, I didn't think we'd get this fucked up by one person. So let me talk about Bush.

First, I call him Mr.Potato Head, just because he's an idiot, someone else pointed out it might explain his ears. I also call him a meat puppet, he is a puppet with his father's hand stuck up his ass. He is a spoiled rich kid who goes cring to his father anytime he skins a knee, he is the worse fucking thing that has happened to this country since, well, I don't fucking know. I mean, in my life I can only say the only other president I've known is Clinton, I didn't get to see the original Bush, but I guess he was 50 times better than his son. But yes, not all of the problems of this country is GW's fault, but I'll fucking blame his southern texan ass anyways. FOR GOD SAKES PEOPLE, PLEASE FUCKING VOTE HIM OUT OF THE WHITE HOUSE, AND KEEP HIM OUT UNTIL HE IS FUCKING DEAD. Now I haven't even bothered with who else is running, I see ads now attacking Kelly or whatever that K guy running's name is. Kerry, Kelly, I don't give a fuck. But yes, those ads do look bad, says Kerry/Kelly/K person running wants to raise taxes, including a 50 cent raise on gas tax. No no no, don't fucking touch the gas. First off, its too much as it is, its almost up to 2 dollars in my area, which I know is cheap for many other areas, but its also said to go up to 3 bucks by summer. Guess I'll get me a bike and pedal my ass around. Anyways.

Our jobs are being shipped overseas, to india and other low cost nations. Now this might not be the president's fault in direct, its more the money hungry corperations looking to make more money by cheap fucking labor. Its hurt my town since we're a manufactoring town. I can't find a fucking job, I am a truck driver which is one of the best industries you can get into. Why, because just about everything in your house was in a trailer at one point, 80% of all purchased things are trucked. My area had bad employment before, but its just worse. Before I got a CDL, I could have gotten a job, even just a shit job, I didn't because they all wanted drug tests, and I was smoking a gram by myself a day. And yes, I know to alot of you that isn't alot, but I'm talking danke fucking shit, most people I know around here didn't smoke that much in a day, alone, I'm one of those I smoke by myself and hate to share with anyone else type of smokers.

Gas, gas needs to be fixed, and we don't need some dump new guy raising it 50 cents. That also affects me finding a job. Gas going up also means that diesel fuel will go up. Trucks only get like 6 miles a gallon, if you're lucky. A company isn't going to want to hire my ass if the price goes up. Luckly unlike many others, I'm trained on how to save fuel costs.

Our economy is fucked, our jobs are gone, our gas is expensive, and we have fucking morons walking around the streets and making shit up.

Lets talk about the Super Bowl. Who won it? Do you know, or do you just know that Janet Jackson's floppy old dog fell out during a waredrobe malfunction? The FCC has gone fucking nuts over this, like beyond what we should be doing, like 1950s FCC. Yes, we have slowly been slipping on things, you couldn't say shit or ass on tv, now you can. But they want to put Jackson in jail (next to her diddling brother) and whatever the hell that gay guy's name is, Justin Timerlain or whatever. All I can see is his gay song Cry me a River, fuck him. But I mean, freakin jail. All these parents yelling about how her 12 year old daughter was horribly scarred by seeing her titty, when she's see a pair everyday in the shower, or her 12 year old son who was mentally fucked for life because he saw a titty, desite feeling himself up before sleeping to father's penthouse? Or the 5 year old who'll never sleep again because he saw a breast. Do you even think a 5 year old knew what he saw. There is no point in our lives that would kill us to see someone's breast. Either you are too young to understand what it is, or you are old enough to know what it is. Its not going to mess up your preteen you fucking parents, they gotta see one sooner or later, might as well be a famous one. So shut the fuck up before I beat all of you in the street with aids covered hoses. In closing for Janet's floppy dog and America, GROW THE FUCK UP. If you can't tell me who one the super bowl then go fuck yourself. And the FCC can go blow themselves too.

Lets continue, the Animal Rights People. Yes, being cruel to an animal is wrong, the cat doesn't deserve being drop kicked, the dog doesn't need to be starved and left for dead. If you cannot take care of an animal right, don't get one. But the Animal Rights people are going too far. I saw some shit were they were threatening some guy's children because they ate feasten. Stop trying to change people, stop trying to do shit, I am a meat eater, I don't eat too much veggies, I eat meat. If you tell me to stop to my face, I'm going to fucking rip your face off and grille it. I don't know, I've just been reading way too much about these guys. There's a town down south called Slaughterville, hehe, cool. They wrote the town and begged them to rename it to Veggieville..................................................................................................................................................because Slaughterville brought up the horrors of that poor chicken going to death, or those poor cows and their feelings right before death. First off the fucking town was named after a person who was named Slaughter. And second your pick of a name is fucking stupid.

Lets get into this. Animals yes do have feelings, but I don't think all of them do. A dog and cat yes do have feelings, I slapped my dog one time and he gave me such a look, I felt so fucking bad for doing it, made him yelp and all, and just a slap on the ass for doing something he shouldn't. But of course this is a dog that knows people by names and 20 words and shit. But still, I know a dog has feelings, A cat has feelings, even though they will not show it to you often.

A chicken, a cow, a pig I don't think has too much feelings. A chicken is not scared going towards the saw blade that will remove its head. It acts scared, but what its doing is instinct. The chicken knows its in trouble, it can't get away from the metal clamp. A cow, unsure because they use some sort of hammer bolt like gun, I don't think they know what is happening.

No, I don't think these animals have feelings, knowing they are going to die. So shut the fuck up about me wanting them dead and in meah belly. But I do agree they should live good. Hell, I helped raise a pair of skunks, YES SKUNKS, those smelly things that you run away from, and yes, one did die while we transported them. But you want to know how he died, from a heat attack. Because he was a big fat thing who stuffed himself with donut holes, fruits and other good stuff to eat. He lived a good life and died happy, and fat. But yes, animals should live good lives, even if they end up as food.

And lets go with the fat trend. This is another fucked up thing that needs to be burned in hell, and hey, I'm a 300 pound man. Yes, I am not skinny, I can say that yes, I am truely big boned, its my gentics, my family comes from the Norse area, Netherlands or something, sadly we don't know, but I'd make a viking. But yes, I AM FAT. Yes, it made my childhood unpleasent, but I'd be making fun of myself if I hadn't been me. But I got over it, best look I got from someone telling me that "I'm Fat" was my reply of "Yeah, tell me something I don't fucking know". And yes, I can eat a good share of food, but you know what, I don't eat all the time, actually I hardly eat. But yes as said, I can eat alot at one time. Lets take today, I had an english muffin for breakfast/lunch and an entire pizza for dinner. And that's about all I'll eat today. I might not even have the english muffin, I could have just had the pizza and a sandwich later on. Am I fat, YES.

But then you got these mother fuckers who have ruined McDonalds for me. Yes, I order a Double Cheeseburger with 2 Supersize fries, but once again I only really eat one fucking real meal a day. But no, a bunch of fat fucks with nothing better to do had to go and sue the shit out of McDonalds for making them fat. McDonalds did not make you fat, you made yourself fat. Don't blame other people, and ruin shit for us.

Or even the lady who burned herself from McDonald's coffee. She was a dumb bitch. Who in their right mind puts an hot coffee between your legs. And if that's wasn't the kicker, she didn't even have a lid on it. And she didn't expect that coffee to be hot.

And last, cause I'm going to wrap up this pointless rantings about this fucking shithole mudball planet we live on, REALITY TV. Ok, it was maybe cool when it first came to be, but it needs to die, its ruining tv (along with the FCC who wants to restrict even HBO). Reality TV needs to stop, no one cares, if you wan reality, go step outside. Don't we get enough reality with high schoolers blasting each other with guns, and dumb people thinking they're doing gods work by flying into buildings and killing innocent people. Do we really need to see a bunch of blonde (no offense to blondes, hehe, get my nuts kicked in) with an IQ of 70 live in the country, or a midget get married, or some annoying jackass pretend to get married to this chick to scare her family. Actually its all the Fox Network that makes me want to vomit. But TV sucks, thanks to the creators and writers of reality tv. I'm sure they're happy, the writers and creators, why, because by creating reality tv, they no longer have jobs, don't need writers for reality (or do they...hmmmm).

But that's it, I'm done ranting for now. Just too much fucked up shit in the world, and so I will remain hiding in the artic tundra of Northern New York, hoepfully safe from the world.

Posted by Nisstyre I. Bloodstoner at 11:35 PM | Permalink