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June 22, 2005

Countdown to Surgery

Arises the anxiety level once again. Two surgeries are forthcoming on Friday and Saturday for the cancer removal and repair.

I can handle this, but I'm getting all tense and apprehensive about everything. It's like being wound real tight til the spring can't bear much more with only being held by a small pin. I never handle anticipation well, I always foresee too many possibilities and then drown in my own tsunami of thought.

Once again, I am on my own to handle whatever comes. There is a part of me that resents it, a lot.

Whatever, I'm not the one getting the surgery, what do I have to bitch about.

Posted by Ravennacht at June 22, 2005 11:11 PM Posted to Head Trip