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September 24, 2004

Got Feh?

First off, I'd just like to apologize to pretty much everyone.

Recent happenstances have turned me into a self-centered morose little boy, something I'm not to fond of admitting. Tad bit too much drama, and I'm sorry.

The happenings between my parents have really made me think, and I mean really think. The foundation of what I had that was considered "family" were shattered, things going wierd. 23 years of things how they were, and boom... they up and change the formula leaving me with a damn remainder or 3. I know things will be ok, things always end up ok to an extent... "I'll manage."

A term that once was the basis of my life, adaptability, a little bit of apathy, and sequestered emotions. Stuff I definately learned from my parents, I saw it all too much. Things building up till they blew up over something insignificant.

I think that's the reason my dad's flipped 180. Years of little things, instead of communicating them and dealing with them, all have come to a head.

I don't want to follow the same path.
I will not follow the same path.

On a lighter note, Gwar on Oct. 31 in Philly, I'm so there barring any vacations. ;)

September 11, 2004

Reflections.

I think it's time for a change, with much introspective analysis and a cold hard stare at what will come if I continue this path...

Temptations abound though, my house has become like a fully stocked honor bar... except the bottles are way bigger.

It will be tough, but I think I have to break this habit of crawling into a bottle.

September 03, 2004

Stuff.

It's that time of year again.

Time to get all dressed up and run around with a sword strapped to my back.

Beer, large metal pointy objects, and lots of cleavage. I mean lots.

Good times, good times.


In other news, it is now time to close the store. Another 10 hours lost to capitalism....