It's been two weeks.
I'm on the Patch.
I must say.... with the stress of mom's stroke, it didn't help. I had quit on the night of the Blue Moon on June 1st. The second full moon within a month is called a Blue Moon. Usually they have 2 to 6 year intervals between periods. I chose then, after the Darkhours went off the air, to put on the patch and enjoy the twisted dreams the Patch invokes.
Unfortunately, the stroke was 2 days later. But I've coped. So far, I'm getting along. I haven't smoked a cigarette since the close of my show. I think I will be successful with this. So far I have better vocal control and I'm breathing deeper.
One day at a time. But I think I can kick this...after 20 some odd years I can kick this. The smell of smoke and smoke on others has begun to disgust me so I just might succeed.
One day at a time.
Posted by Darkstar at June 19, 2007 11:30 PM | TrackBack