June 28, 2006

So it's my birthday today.

It's actually one of those "milestone" birthdays... and I'm sitting in the Laundromat contemplating.

I'm not thinking about Bey who went into the vet today for surgery tomorrow. Ok... I'd be lying if I said he wasn't on my mind. I felt so bad putting him in that box wondering if I'd ever see him again. But I have faith in the gut feelings of those around me who can feel clearer than I in this matter.

I'm not thinking about the inadvertent bills that have hit me this week or what monetary crisis have come my way. No... These are, as they say in the business world, "temporary setbacks".

I'm thinking about the future... The plan...the mission.

Some would have told me that by now, I should have given up on this dream as many in my past may have given up on me.

You long standing readers know that dream. The dream of leading the masses to musical bliss, of saving ourselves, our lives and our ears from mediocrity and building a new world from a new perspective. The dream of recreating our future. The dream of having a vision and seeing it through, nurture it and watch it grow.

The world has yet to know that the sleeping giant wakes. The world has yet to feel the ground beneath them quake. The world has no clue, the magnitude the plan of the madman is...and yet is he truly mad or simply a visionary?

In time they will know...when they feel enriched and excited about something again. In time they will see, when there's a new bounce in their step, an uplifting tune wafting from their parted whistling lips, when they feel that rush of butterflies in their stomachs the first night they sit in the concert audience and hear the first chords.

In time.

Oh...and the revolution?

It's time.

Happy birthday to me.

Signed,

The Magus.

Current mood: Dangerous.
Listening to: Forever Young by Alphaville.

Posted by Darkstar at June 28, 2006 09:36 PM | TrackBack