First off...let me say to you all:
"Happy New Year. May it be prosperous for you and may some of you gain solace along the path to endarkenment."
Ok. So I went to work today. It was a slow day, although for some reason they expected much more. I went to run an errand for my boss, and the car stalled at the store. As in: no start. They sent a coworker to help me try to jump it, but to no avail. I called AAA. They came quickly, tried to jump it, banged on the starter and that's where we found the problem...so my day ended rather short, for which I'm glad. I really wasn't ito working today. i seem to have a newfound surge of life in my step,and a different gait to my posture. My thought process changed overnight. Last night was a night of revelations and new positive attitudes. Normally, I probably would have been gloomy and glum over the starter thing. You see, I now realize that all during MMV I spent alot of it (looking back at past bogs entries) whining. However, this time it's different. Petty corporeal physical things no will no longer throw me off track. I am attuning myself with the existential now. The metaphysical will guide my musical hand and I will not be thrown off course.
So, now I'm home with much to do the next few days.. starting with discarding EVERYTHING that is destructive. I must be more attentive to details about not just myself but others also. Hell, I even went back and filled in some links in my last blog entry. It's all about the details. Everything must have a greater effort now. Everything must be worthy of the musical magus who must take his rightful place in the future of the worlds history of music. Sounds pretty grand and flowery, huh? Well good! No more turtling within myself. It's time to accept my fate and destiny. Let those who do not believe laugh. I shall remain undaunted. The album WILL be releasd and YOU my loyal steady readers will be those who were there as you saw the evolution. You'll be able to remember back when I struggled to get to just that point. This is not some pipe dream...this is destny. Those who understand the quantum mechanics of the metaphysical world know what is to be. Those who don't.. just go about your lives and wait for the D'Sarian train to stop at your station. It won't be long now.
This is a different kind of musical/musicians blog...this is the blog of a musical evocator. Atypical is our adjective.