October 21, 2005

"This is ponderous man....REALLY ponderous"

The song Ponderous by 2nu started... "I had a dream the other day..." and so in similar fashion...

The other night...I had this vivid dream that plagues me...

I was with the " out of work muse" investigating this condo on the water. Now first let me describe this place. It was extremely large. The bedroom was amazing. Large and spacious with hardwood floors and a king
size bed in cream coloured linens. I remember next investigating the kitchen. Within it was a huge Sub-Zero refrigerator/freezer. We investigated it's contents and found bizarre large tubs of...something stored. Dreams are odd like that. Details are sketchy, but I remember things ... I even wrote some things down. That's how disturbing it was.

So anyway... I remember looking out of the huge bay windows. They looked out to the rest of this lake community. All the condo houses were brown and the there were trees everywhere. Within the lake was some type of large sailing ship. I believe it may have been a schooner. It seemed to have been there for some sort of exhibition.

Now it gets weirder. The livingroom was mostly white marble. I think there may have been a cream leather couch. Now the problem. There were big sliding glass doors. They led outside. As I walked to the doors and walked out, the water was dark looking. The shore itself was only about 3 feet deep. It looked like a small concrete terrace with no railing.

Here's the weird dream part now. I walked outside and the terrace became as of sponge. Like one of those memory foam mattresses. As I slipped, I turned and tried to yell for help. The " out of work muse" seemed to ignore my cries for help. Hmmmmm...

So anyway... I start to sink into the murky waters. I remember screaming "HELP!" I remember thinking to yself "But... I'm the CHOSEN ONE!!" Then I remember hearing a reply as I spiralled into the deep: "There is another. SHE will replace him."

Now I never thought at anytime if I had a competitor or another to replace me that it would be a she. But that's another thought entirely.

Then I blacked out. When I awoke in the dream...it seems I was rescued by some large muscular black guy. As we stood around talking about it all... I believe that was the point I woke up.

The question is: What does it all mean? What does drowning in a dream mean? What did the dark lords mean by " there is another"? Have I become THAT expendable to the cause? Was this a wake up call?

Does anyone know what this means?

Posted by Darkstar at October 21, 2005 10:29 PM